Monday, December 03, 2012

So there is a radio show being taped. And the guys have a great idea to interview this female cosmology scientist. And they know she’s going to discuss her complex theory of the big bang and they're setting it up to make her look the fool. They think it will be so much fun and everyone will get a big kick out of it.

No one likes her- not even me (she reminds me of d Lisa diamond) very superior in her adittude  BUT I KNOW THIS IS REALLY CRUEL- and i suggest that i be the interviewer- "Well perhaps," the bosses say -= 
"it would be good to have a female scientist interviewed by a female,"  i suggest - knowing than if i do it I will turn if around so they won't  Be able to make fun of her... and i will put in my theory of the female nature of the universe

I recall the visual was something like an underwater scene as she told us what  she would speak about and explained complex terms of the continuous birthing of the universe not one big bang

swimming in rhythm with the forces of nature

4/12/2012

I am swimming in a small kind lake- I can touch the bottom. There are pigeon type birds swimming there. I stop swimming so as not to disturb the birds. When they feel me moving the birds move away. I can see them on top of the lake like round grey masses gently moving- they know I am there but as long as I don’t move, they are content to be near me- gradually more of them come around me. I become part of the family of birds I am accepted- as long as I am quiet and very slow-

I enter into a world of quite peace

Then a group of women come into the lake – they are young in their twenties - probably 25 of them or so – I try to tell them about the birds but to no avail.

I realize they are with the orthodox Jewish group that have come to visit- oh I ask are you in a mikvah ? (Jewish ritual bathing for purification) yes I see that is what they are doing. And enjoying themselves... across the way In a connected pool is a group of young adults having pool party and all dressed up like at hotel.i notice some young men in suits that are entering the hotel pool party from our pool and their pants leg are wet - they don't seem to mind- maybe they are sneaking in from our pool

Suddenly the Jewish girls all begin to leave- "what happened ?" I ask – "someone touched a red purse." (That is forbidden to touch a red purse - so that ends the mikvah) so sorry I think - they were having such a lovely time.

I walk out of the pool very slowly I am still in an altered state from the bird teaching. I walk by lovely plants and feel a connection to all living things being in this slow mode,

Previous dream

I am with Cousin Barry he is showing me picture on Kauai small towns on that islands are really just a castle kind of structure and people who live around it is the town. So easy to go to Kauai I think why I haven’t gone??

Barry and I are in relationship but we never had physical contact – I think we are breaking up I can see  Barry  feels kind of lost – he has been looking for something he can not find. I suggest he go back to New York where he was so creative and re-group his old group- I understand that working in a group is so much more powerful than working alone- I think why I haven’t been in contact with Stan and I was so close to them at one time.

In the dream I see that the power will be in towns and cities no longer the states or countries just like the money is now in the hands of families rather than corporations

 I recall the parties that Barry manifested- with powerful artists.

March 5, 2012

Dream

I was at a college taking courses.

Sue Siegel was there too.

She wanted to do some meditating but all they had was meditation connected to various Subject matter – not general simple meditation. She was disappointed.

I was in a course – some kind of electronics.

I knew better than the guys how to fix stuff because of my computer background.

I realized they weren’t aware of my knowledge. I felt like an elder with wisdom. I would let them know when the time was appropriate.

I went to the lobby of a building between classes.

They told me Natalie wood was on campus but she was dressed like a man because she didn’t want anyone knowing she was there. Also she may have become a lesbian and that was why she was dressed like that. Had cut her hair and dyed it blond possibly too I pictured her with very short curly hair first burnete than blond.

Sue Siegel wants me to carry some of her stuff back to the main building or back to our place we were sharing.

I thought to myself I have as much to carry as she does-

She was insisting I carry it. I left trapped that I had to do it. Was figuring out how to refuse.she  told me to call her – she had no cell phone I was to call her home phone in some other state and she gets her messages directly from that phone.

There was another part of the dream

I was served food. It was delicious. I had some leftovers on the plate and asked where I should put them to save it for later...

No they informed me- we don’t keep left over’s we throw them out.

(I was embarrassed because I had served them leftovers previously and they were polite enough not to tell me at that time they didn’t eat leftovers.- It was peas and corn in a lovely delicious mix)

 I RECALLED GERARDO'S BROTHER WHO WAS INSULTED WHEN I SERVED HIM LEFTOVERS (true)

magic time

The dream  Jan 19^th 2012

I am in a classroom – elementary school.

There is a boy waiting with a stack of soft covered books.

We will read them after this lesson.

He is very excited about it. He loves this book this author.

When we are finally ready to read the book. In walks the author.

She is going to read it loud to the class,

 I sit with the boy.

I notice that the author has the same red stamp on her thumb that the boy has put on his. It has something to do with the story. I wonder at this.

There is magic in the story. What you say will come true.

There is something said about an ascent and then a fall into water.

As the story goes on I see each character climbs something different- even we go up in an elevator- ascend and then come down in a car that loses its brakes and we go into the water.  I realize the power of this book.

Now we are in a café. Coffee and cakes people alienated separated. I stand up. I say no this is a friendly place. Every one talk to the person in the next table.

The boy gets up on a table. This is not a lawyer’s café he says humorously.

This is a place for friendship.

 I say who wants to play chess. Then I want to qualify it.

I can’t play very well I start to say but it’s too late. Someone has some over to challenge me,

Best part of the dream was to realize we had entered magic time- and I was buddies with they boy.