Skyscraper

Last night Joan and I went out to a blind tasting dinner at Makawao Bistro

The dream

I am in a tall skyscraper in the city on the top of the roof. I can see see the tiny lights of the buildings below.

 I am with some young children. We decide to make some music with bells and things that little kids use. I go into the kindergarten class to borrow the equipment.

I see the previous teachers there.

They are in the nude.

They are all very tall -I see a man with long legs his nude backside facing me.

It’s like they are hippy types and thought everyone was gone for the day so they took off their clothes.

Another part of the dream

It’s a party I want to take some videos – I look for the camera. A man who used to be my husband- a wee bit of Gerardo and Julian and someone else- -is using the movie camera and he is taking pictures  of touching very very slowly some soft food like substance- he looks at me – I know he would like to go back with me again but it is too late - too impossible. He kisses me in the same slow intricate way. It is very sad.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Dreaming of super guy. Wore blue slick outfit- could disappear...- then there were 2 girls having so much fun laughing and playing together- it was frowned upon.

We were trying to discover something…

Reminds me that I should have fun with john.

dogs and cats

Went to the farmer Meeting last night Oct 25 2011. Saw Harriet looking at some kittens in a box.

All I can remember right now was there was rough mountain terrain to cross downhill lead by some fast moving goats who were leashed.

Arrival at the place in the mountains there were dogs and kittens - the dogs were attacking the kittens. The kittens were attacking another creature. We had to keep them separate of there would be bedlam.

I moved a kitten up near me. I watched the other kittens care for the wounded ones-

There was a long story but I can’t seem to pick up on it.

10/16/11

Sunday- going to HANA TODAY WITH JOHN.

Non stop dream last night-

I would awaken and go back to the dream I was in.

I was traveling. And staying with some local people.

They lived in the city.

While I was having the dream I was also dreaming about the painting I am working on-throughout the dream I wanted to remember that I must paint a solid light background and  a darker outline with dark circles overlay...

There was a woman and a man.

Someone needed to go to the hospital and be treated... was it me?

The woman was very kindly- good-looking couple... professional -

They really wanted to help me. At one point he was like my father. I wanted to show him the drawing I was doing...

Some were my own - some were copies...

Would he care in a way that my father never did??

They were pencil drawings...

She worked in the hospital. I needed to get back to their apartment. She gave me her phone to call the husband.

Back at the apartment- I begin to lay out my things on low living room type table in their bedroom.Jewelry- spiritual objects...Then I tell thme I really need my own room. They take me to a room in the back that can be mine.

A nice room.

(The next part of the dream I had awakened and gone back to sleep)

We wake up the next morning.

THE WOMEN has gone off to work...

I can tell they want me to stay as long as I care to. Very generous.

 I ask him what the rents are like. Can be reasonable $125 a month he says How many rooms - just one he says.. And what are the salaries like?

Also about $125 a month. So you would have to share with some one else. Yes he says.In the poor section of the city-  this are what travelers do.

I begin to tell them about staying with a family in Costa Rica..

( true story) that even thought there were maybe 15 people living in a small place everyone gave each other space.. The man really enjoys this story- he is smiling at me in a way that tells me he thinks i am very interesting

 Sue Siegel is also staying here. She says I like this tent. (Apparently she was sleeping in a tent in the other room.)

"Can i buy it?" she asks-  wants to keep on traveling and camp out.

I like this family. I am enjoying staying with them. But i wouldn’t want to have to work to rent an apartment here. Nor do i want to live on a city.

The man goes off to work i sit in the living room with an older women who watches TV all day long. I think to myself it is good to visit with family when you travel because they really like you and want you to stay.

And you have a strong connection to them,

They are not direct family more like cousins of my ex-husband...

Better still\

I wake up and try to think do i have relatives anywhere in the world that i can visit??