david the director

Friday, November 25, 2011

First I am driving a Volkswagen. Turning a curve on a mountainous road. I want to fit the car into like a glove or a parking space. As  I try to do it,  I reach the curve and then decide its better if I go around the curve first  pull off the road and do it there so no one behind me will crash into me-

I am able to do it. Then I find myself with a man there, the situation changes now instead of fitting the car into the glove I want to make love with the man, we are in a lovely mood enjoying each other, and I feel free and adored by this new fellow.

He finds out they want him to direct a new Broadway play and they want me to act in it too. We go to stay in a hotel they have picked out for us. I get some new clothes . We are in the hotel room. We don’t use our names as we don’t want anyone to find us. This new man is very famous. His name is David, I don’t know much about him - he's very intriguing.  We see some men run by, in front of our windows. They are up to something- I think they must be  on the roof but when I look out I see our room is on the first floor.  

Mary and family arrive at our room. Darryl has met a large group of tourists and has been filming them but the film was done badly and has to be thrown away. Somehow he is also Sidney and I am annoyed he spends all this time taking films of people he hardly knows when he could be with the family.

Mary tells me we are all going to the beach, I must change into my bathing suit. Doris jacoby starts to go through my suitcase wants to see what kind of clothes I have and how I have packed. I know she wont be impressed.

I am disturbed by her nosiness.

The best part of the dream is the acceptance and care from this david man.

Thanksgiving 11/24/11-
 Very sleepy today so this is a nap dream
It is so wonderful to awaken from a nap when the dream is still with you.
I was walking through our bottom floor apartment. We lived in a project where all the apartments were attached and only one floor.
AS I walked from room to room everyone was gone I wondered where could they be. Must be outside I thought. There they were, all looking up at the sky, with our neighbor, a kind of strange guy who had been telling us he was seeing things in the sky. Sure enough I looked up and there was a circle of pulsating and emerging light and color in the middle of the daylight sky,  reds and yellows - kind of like a ring of fire . I watched for a while wondering what it was .
“Oh my god I thought this is real, He’s right. Something’s going on. How far can people see this i wonder. How extensive is the view.”My mother my father Sammy our entire family is there together.
Then I was told oh this is a show of what others have seen.  Someone had put it up for us to view. Then this is not actually happening now? I ask disappointed- then I can’t really believe it - they may be putting up something that is false...
The young neighbor guy said “I’ve been indicted.’
“ For what?”  I ask.
“They don’t like that I’m telling peole about this”
“But indicted doesn’t mean your going to jail... just that they want to talk with you”  I say.
 I feel a connection with this guy. They are siting around a table outside with treats and drinks. I start helping move things back into our apartment not really sure what’s our and what’s his.
 My mother says to him. “You really shouldn’t let aunt Lil do everything for you”, chastising him.
I realize with this statement how much she adores this fellow and want s to mother him. I feel connected to him because I don’t really fit in my family as I’m a wee bit weird like him.   I Sense that he’s interested in me and that makes me happy,.