First I awoke at 5 am in the midst of a powerful dream... long story- I was so disappointed that as the daylight mind awoke the dream was gone in a flash.

How could it be gone??  I was so engrossed in it.. I wonder  The complex feeling of the dream lingered like a low hanging cloud on a foggy day. But I couldn’t capture the story line. I resolved next time to work on remembering my dreams,The moment before the conscious mind takes over.

I awoke again  at 6:30... And thank you god  I remembered this time because she was a truly wonderful dream.

DREAM

Joan and Marlene had both come to visit. I needed to call them back to make a date to see them.

I was sitting in my bedroom when a young lady/boy??) comes in

“.I am feeling jealous all the  time “ she confides very upset...

 I smile warmly- “me too” I say laughing...” Its quite aright  - It’s very normal. I myself am feeling jealous all the time. Its just human”

Now She/he relaxes... in walk 2 other young women...

Suddenly I realize they are all my children and we’re all psychics...

They arrange for us to make a movie- are the interviewing each other...to tell this story of all of us coming together-

There is one Hispanic gal. I think she is really my daughter returned.. Gerardo her father, and the 2 other gals... and a 14 year old black boy...

He’s putting paper into the printer but using the wrong kind old holed paper they used to use years ago. The printer has got jammed...

Its wonderful to see them all working together- how much I have. This large family of mine.

I call to Sammy to meet his brothers and sisters... I have gone into an adjoining room.
I observe Sammy with a  2year old baby boy. This baby loves to throw himself on the floor and giggle... Sammy’s totally enjoying him...

The thought comes to me they could all gang up together and rob me...

They could break all my video equipment because they are not being careful

 I am so full of love for my new family... I call Gerardo. To tell him about all my new children’ I want to call Joan and Marlene but of course  phones they don’t work..

I wake up with so much joy... remembering this loving dream...

this feeling of being a matriarch to all these young people,,